I have either heard or personally experienced every facet of this well known and usually overly utilized dieting fallacy.
How many times have I heard / said…
“It’s my cheat day! I can eat that [INSERT AB DESTROYING, METABLOLISM KILLING CRAP]!”
I am no saint when it comes to the “clean living / eating thing.” I have had my Taco Bell binges, or my late night rush on anything resembling processed carbohydrates or grease laden meats! I deal with these horrendous urges constantly, the desire to gorge myself on those sweet little Wendy’s nuggets haunts my sleep.
However,
Lately I have been strong(er). I have kept what I now consider to be cheat items to a minimum. But the idea that I DESERVE a cheat day hovers like the devil on my shoulder. What is that? I deserve to get fat? I deserve to feel like hell? Why? How can I go from the most adamant fighter for clean foods, high in plain old good for you stuff to the slob I used to be, inhaling upwards of $20 in dollar menu items from McDonald’s? I can. I can change my mind an allow myself to eat like that 400lb man I once was. One day I will figure out why.
Till then I scrape and pull my way to the way I want to be. That unyielding, clean, strong and lean man resides somewhere within this body, he will be found one day.
I will DESERVE that cheat day when and only when I don’t want it!
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